Opportunities.

So i really need to get a lot off my chest and i don't know where to start. Its so freaking loud at my house and the aroma of food is intoxicating, but I'm actually enjoying it a little. I've always overlooked so many things, but when it really comes down to it, its the simple things in life that shouldn't be taking granted for. Whether they are the casual sit down dinners with the family to the TGIF Karaoke nights, Its important to remember how precious these moments really are. I'm really thankful to have a gf who's actions made me realize it so. Although i really can't say I'm happy without her by my side right now, I am to a certain extent. I Love You, I really wish i could of spent this night with you. I miss you soo much. I PROMISE to work on my jealousy, envy, stupidity, irrationality & melancholyness. I'll Love You Forever & Ever, I'm looking forward to all the days we'll have together and if it is forever then maybe you'll understand the half of it. Aghh okay enough of I already, Anyways Happy New Years!

Day 10

So its the 10th day of break and even though its felt immensely long without her, i wish it wasn't going to end so soon. Aghhh! I'm not ready for 2009. Ugh so i think I'll start with what made & killed my day.

Made: Lareine's Present/Not having to eat her cookies

Killed: Not being able to hold her/Spend time with her/Give her the scarf

Anyways 12308 Recap
- Surprise visit by James
- Migraine
- Mcdonald's Ice Cream Cone
- Stonestown
- Awesomely hilarious gift <3



OMG so i really didn't expect such a gift. I'm still pretty much speechless right now, my face was a combination of O.o + >.> as i lugged that hefty Pikachu home. I know its weird, but i love it and that's not just cause I'm a major Pikafanatic. Anyways i truly madly deeply love this jerk who can penetrate my heart with such ease though.
JALFAE092408;6:04 <3