Back Here.

Babe you're finally back!

I run past others with a parched heart.
Sorry, I can't do anything.
You won't even let me
Share our pain together

To live on without tarnish,
I face your back and head out without looking back
On the lonely rail

I will follow you.
No matter how agonizing the world is,
You will shine even in it's darkest corners.
Cross over the end of the future,
My weakness will not shatter my spirit.
My way is overlapping with yours.
For the two of us, God bless...

This warming affection that reaches me,
It melts my reality and roams my heart.
I don't need a reason for wanting to meet you,
Just my overflowing feelings, Lovin' you

For now, let's paint a beautiful dream
And chase after
For your lonely heart

Stop it, it's not like you to lie.
Look at my eyes and let's talk about our future.
I am prepared,
Even if the future is bleak,
I might be able to change destiny if I become stronger.
But for my wish to come true,
Everything is God knows...

You are here, I am here.
Everyone else has disappeared.
While we paint the beauty of this fleeting dream,
We trace out the lines of our scars.

That's why I will follow you.
No matter how agonizing the world is,
You will shine even in it's darkest corners.
Cross over the end of the future,
My weakness will not shatter my spirit.
My way is overlapping with yours.
For the two of us, God bless...

Yellow

First blogspot entry via iPhone.

It's 12:37Am right now and I find myself restless while on a giant Pikachu. I had a long day today, well yesterday anyways. I'll post pictures later; iPhone FTL! Ugh I miss my girlfriend. I haven't been myself without her. We have yet to hit the pinacle of this dance, but I've already fell, really hard. Babe why do I have a terrible feeling within me? Sigh*

I finally finished my FAFSA & CALGRANT today. Ugh college what a hassle. Everyone is falling for that fork in the road. Ramseys going UCLA, I'm glad Gabe, Jofer, and Jerimiah are going city. I wish I could go State with Babe, speaking of which I went to SF State with Steven and Joseph today and well I just noticed we look nothing like college students. I know people don't take me serious due to my appearance, but o well. What can I do? Lifes a bitch.

I'm $200 in debt. I still need to come up with $40 tomorrow for the senior hoody I ordered. GAH! Not to mention DXC this Saturday. I've somehow spent $230 this week and I still need about $225. I'm beyond broke. If I was afficiated with the Asian triads I wouldn't even care about lifes essentials. I've been really pushing my luck. I want Killzone 2 and some Vans Zapatos bad!

"Destiny is determined by the choices we make and not the chances we take."

JALFAE092408;6:04

That Girl.mp3

Build Your Own Disaster

Today, I ran to school after sleeping in till 9:50AM. Only to find out my friend had come 1 hour earlier poking me as i slept who happened to leave me for school 10mins before i woke up. FML

- Tai/Jedd

Sweet and Low.mp3

- English Project
- Fafsa Application
- Mrs. Field Employment
- Get $40 for Senior Hoody
- Babe

Pick ups





I wish i could afford one.

Five in Japanese is Go

Today, I was talking to my crush about making the soccer team. Excited, he congratulated me and asked for my number. I proceeded to give him my cellphone number. He laughed and said "your jersey number".

- FML

Babe you really surprised me today. I didn't expect you to remember our 5 months. I also didn't expect Verizon to not have a signal over there, so much for "Can you hear me now?" >.> I'm breaking down, freaking life is finally taking its toll on me. Aghh I can't get Secret Life out of my head. I miss you! I need you so much right now. I need to comprehend this situation. I know what I've been doing. I'm so stupid.

"Even with the light, Its still night on half the planet."

Apologize.mp3/Save Me.mp3

One More Sad Song

Gah! I failed surprising you again today and to top it off I won't get to see you for a week.Ugh at least I still have something for you when you get back. Its this sort of thing that gets me to lose my mind. I'm so sorry about fighting the day before you were to leave. We're far from perfect, but pretty dam near happy. Maybe we're just trying to hard and its much closer then we think. Theres no way I'll ever let anything get in the way. I'll keep trying over and over again and so will YOU cause you're MINE!

I Hate This Song.mp3

And Life Goes On

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Late Addition.

No Homo, I still want that True Hat! T.T



"Make due with what you have."

My photography has really sucked lately. Sorry for the pictures.

O.o


He was trying to get a better view of things


100DG


Urban Haze


Finger Nail Model





Kid Ninja


1.8 Failed focused on the shirt


Happy Birthday Jerimiah!

True

Fuck your Life. Pictures are their own life.

Where'd you go.mp3

Met up with Renjie at Colma Bart


This is why i don't like taxi drivers from SF, He randomly pulled up and told us to take a picture of him.


Met up with Karl after Haight.

"Real Shoppers Shop in The Rain!"


Kinda Cute. I liked the Lighting


Epic


Photoshoot in the pouring rain though.


O.o


1.8


I believe in magic


-__-








Word to Renjie

http://renjmeister.blogspot.com/

Valentines Day

Let the pictures speak for themselves. I'll blog later.

Desaturated Pike




Evisu = ?


135mm Post at Post






I Love Her FAE


Hes a dick


She can't parallel park nor drive.


Ugh.


You know you like my sky pictures

Mission Fusion Night.

Its been a while since I've actually blogged. School is ending too fast. I wonder if shes keeping her promise, I wonder whats in store this week. Wait WTH, Pucca broke? How nice -___- Now i don't feel like blogging. I feel down yet happy. I just really need her right now.

Shiver Me Timbers.mp3/The Perfect Scene.mp3

"I've never looked at you the same way ever again, no
And you're so crazy"
"It only takes just a second when you understand you're out of time."


020609 Recap

- Janels Tall
- Mission Fusion
- <3 The Reine
- Wendys sucks pass 10
- Night with Gabe & Jerimiah
- 555/777?

Some clouds look like Pikachu


Buy my HUF beanie displayed here for $15!


I didn't even get to keep that -_______-


020509 Recap

- Morning with Gabe at Wendys
- Posted in Ramsey's Camry for an hour before 2nd period
- Time has really gone by
- School for 1 period

Homo


Pictures speak a thousand words.