Weak Two Too

What gets me through college.

1 year fail.

So I have my driving test the same day as my 1 year with Lareine.



AGHH I also have a Jap test tomorrow, ughh I need to remember how to write A - GO

UC Irvine.

Have all the dreams you want. You can never face reality. You can't even notice that the person who will put up with you no matter what is right in front of you. The person who loves you the most is here waiting, but it seems your goals are far more important.

I need to move.

I'm tired of the US. I need to move over to Tokyo or Seoul asap, even Canada will do.

Fcking CCSF does it again, I can't even afford this shit. Calgrant and Fafsa are tripping, not to mention my bank account expired so if they were steady, my money would have no where to go. I'm dropping english cause the books are $120.

What I need to straighten things out.
- New Wells Fargo Panda Check Card
- Wake up and register for Theater Arts
- Postpone English 93 till next semester
- $350 for a Bike
- $90 for Japanese Books
- $160 for Psychology Books
- $40 for Piano
- My girlfriend
- All of the below

I think I'm turning Japanese, I really think so.

3 straight hours of Japanese today.

Writing Kanji in Jap 1A though, WTF?!

Burned.

I'm pulling another all nighter, school is today. FML

Taimaishuuyo (12:37:28 AM): Your gonna put out my bbq right?

SoleXassassiN (12:37:33 AM): no shit haha.

Taimaishuuyo (12:37:33 AM): when im too lazy to turn it off

Taimaishuuyo (12:37:36 AM): LOL.

SoleXassassiN (12:37:39 AM): LMAO

SoleXassassiN (12:37:42 AM): fking burn ur house down

SoleXassassiN (12:37:42 AM): for me

SoleXassassiN (12:37:47 AM): so i got something to do

Taimaishuuyo (12:37:50 AM): ROFL.

SoleXassassiN (12:37:51 AM): just hope i dotn go somewhere far.

Taimaishuuyo (12:37:56 AM): nigga ill burn the whole forest

Taimaishuuyo (12:37:58 AM): <3

SoleXassassiN (12:38:00 AM): LMAO

SoleXassassiN (12:38:01 AM): do it

Taimaishuuyo (12:38:03 AM): ahahaha

Hello Life.

So school is starting monday.

What I picked up so far.

- Pikachu Folder
- Mitsubishi Pen

Yaw bo seh yo

I guess you really are done.

"No matter what my mind recalls
I see your face and I know, that you will always be there
Just wanna know how ya doing these days
Didn't mean, to cause you any pain
I'm so deeply sorry

I'm so sorry girl I love you, I just can't lie
Oh I was so wrong, I can't live without you
(Please listen to me)
I'm so sorry girl I love you, now I realize
Shoulda never let you go away, cos' now my life don't seem right"

Lies.mp3

Air Vent

What's with this draft? It feels like a ghost is stalking me T__T

It's only been a day, but I already miss Lareine. People have been telling me to move on. I'm at that fork in the road once again. Why is there never a straight path? I don't know why you gave up, just because you weren't my perfect girl? I love you more than I can ever love her. Why are you so selfish?! Maybe my wish on that shooting star of having my true love happy came true. You don't need me right? I gave everything for you. I gave up time with my friends, my career, my family just to spend 2secs with you. I don't know what to say to my parents now, they really like you. I'm so naive, I knew everything was just a vague dream. What happened through thick and thin?

You know whats running through my head right now? NLT - He Said, She Said

So James and Gabe just dropped by my house tryna get me to go to the beach. It's fking 12:39AM -.-

Anyways Lareine must be happy now. I wonder who hurts when I hurt? Fk this shit.

Telly tomorrow. Fk my problems.

But there are also people who hurt because you hurt.

I really thought you were the one.



Goodbye Lareine. It was a great 11 months.

Chasing Pavements.mp3

Why me?

I still don't understand how CCSF appointed my registration date 4 months after I applied in May. Not only was I beaten to getting my schedule to those who applied in July, but I also got stuck with the unwanted leftover times excluding math which I need to transfer.

English 93
Japanese 1A
Piano 9A
Psychology 26

CCSFS

Sucks

Note: Register for classes 8/3/09 at 10AM

I really need to sever these late nights. I can't recall the last time I slept before twilight. There's still soo much I have to do, but even with this insomnia I can't manage to get to it and now I'm alone. Maybe tomorrow will be better, gonna learn how to drive stick shift.

Also sorry I'm lagging on my birthday recap. Thank you for all the calls, texts, and greetings. <3


Why am I standing like this in front of your house again, am I a fool
Getting tricked again and again, and suffering again and again
But why am I at this place again

Again & Again.mp3