Steven's Bday Teaser Part II

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Rushed fail picture tag. Just facebook or im for other pictures.

Ringo Boy.

I love these guys.

The hell is Farmville?

LOL John.

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Life has been so hectic lately. I'm being such a jerk. I hate the way I'm treating my girlfriend right now, but its like nothing can be done. The timing is just impeccable in all the wrong ways.

Again & Again I find myself lost. Listening to music for hints. Star gazing to rejuvenate my soul. Where exactly am I? Why am I not happy? Wheres those nice strangers who give you hope through the gift of an umbrella in the pouring rain? I see myself losing hope in humanity. Its almost as if I'm living just to live; with no purpose.

I finally realized how cocky I am. My ego has brought me as far as it can. Its shown me where I start and end. My ID is ridiculous, filled with thoughts of self satisfaction and pleasure; wanting to avoid pain. Although my superego makes up for everything with its highly sustained morals. Lately I feel my morals slipping away. I find myself breaking promises here and there. I already temporarily stopped promising, I don't think I can keep anything anymore.

Stabilizer
- Buy a 50mm 1.8 for my 400D
- Upgrade to a Canon T1i [Sometime in the near future]
- Rasterbate a picture
- Write a 3 page essay for psychology
- Ignite my fire
- Practice Jap A-N
- Fulfill my photographic passion
- Get a job that covers medical
- Master my hair thinning style
- Get True Blue III's
- Finish all 18 Volumes of Ichigo 100%
- Run 5miles a week
- Stop playing pokemon
- Ease up on omgpop
- Learn how to use facebook
- Travel to the future to see how Bleach and Naruto end
- Reply to everyone who conversates with me
- Finish learning how to play Hikari on piano
- Stop having people asking me if I Bboy
- Buy Soul Silver from Japan
- Learn how to backflip
- Finish my windmill
- Pwn Madi in draw my thing
- Initiate my 1 year present for babe
- Finish my 36" KEYBLADE
- Pass my driving test on the 24th
- Realign sleep pattern
- See my girlfriend!

Great Rasterbation


(; teehee. Hewo.

분 초

I can't let go. Why's that song stuck in my head?

I wonder who still reads my blog?

I feel like crying. Why do girls always make it seem like they've been through he'll and back? I feel completely and utterly useless. I just need to vent. I can't study for shit!

I'm in college now wth is wrong with me. I took Applied Psychology to better understand my needs, who I am. That's really helped (Input Sarcasm Here) I'm always able to help someone, some being, but nobody is ever able to help me. I feel the fixation engulfing my aura. I'm standing still yet again. Where's my girlfriend?

I've read your blogs, it's absurd how they get to me. The irony is so cruel. All I ever did was want to help you, but you pushed me away. I hope my girlfriend doesn't get mad at this, but it's really bothering me. I bet you don't even read my blog. I'm nothing, but a former shell to become dust in the wind right? You're the first stranger that really gave me hope, one that have no intention to hurt me, but you did so anyways. There was no reaction formation needed to acquire your goodside. Just so you know pandalover272539. I hope your dreams come through after you become a nurse.

Aghh I hope this is water under the bridge now. I can't stand people who just suddenly forget about me. It leaves me puzzled with such frustration, such audacity!

Babe let's forget the projection. 2 wrongs don't make a write. Why fight fire with fire when you have like 80% of water in this world. I didn't study at all. I'm screwed for psych, piano, pe, and jap tomorrow. School from 9am-9:30pm tomorrow. Somebody text me!

Gold Heart no Silver Soul wa Pokemon desu

AGHHH I'm soo eager to attain this. This will ease college a bit, hopefully I learn enough jap in 2 weeks to actually know what they're conversating.



I'm tired of playing Platinum, fk you Aipom -.-