Tonight.

Been out driving a lot this week. I really need to get my license. I'm tired, I've had a long day, but i can't find peace. I'm lacking something. I don't feel special.

"I'm starting to see the morning light
We finally worked this out "

^I'd like to hear those words.

So Yesterday.mp3/Our Time Now.mp3

For Me They Will.

Ugh Long day, I'll blog about it later.

So i finally get my shirts from TIZ today and theyre not even what i ordered. Just called Benson and hopefully this situation is dealt with before Valentines day.





So i ordered a White S;M & a White M;FM
But i get a White S; FM which is actually Red? -___-

Boy Meets World 520 - Starry Night

There has been a lot of stars in the sky lately, perfect time for me not to have my camera right? Sigh* I wish i could spend these starry starry nights with her.

- Kiss Me.mp3/Right Here, Right Now.mp3

Stand Up! - Ep 9

"But if you want it to happen, it can happen slowly."

Been really MIA lately though, I have a bunch of entries on my phone notes rather then here.

JSALSFAE

Long day. Waited 4 hours for Lareine, on the 24th in our 4th month? LMAO i just noticed that though. Happy 4 months JERK!

JSALSFAE/JALFAE092408;6:04 <3 right?

I Love Youu!

Essential.

I need a pair.

Season 5.

I feel lost.

SOS

Ughh! I don't even know what I'm worried about anymore. Why am i still afraid, i feel so in the dark. I mean with Graduation and being away from Lareine just around the corner. It really just can't be help. I wish the todays of the present could always be me and you making so many priceless moments that even pictures with words can't describe, but theres so many circumstances and it really is just a miracle if we have an hour together. With that i know next year is going to be no where near easy on both of us. I've been thinking what if we do only have like a minute with each other next year, its still what I've been dying for each day. What if all these guys are still trying to be with you? What if these tempting girls won't leave me alone? What if i get jealous of a few pictures? Your the only voice in my head the one I've been anxiously waiting for. Nothings ever going to change how i feel for you, i wish you could say the same. I'll give it everything with who i am, even if my heart breaks in two. Aghhh! Promises though tbfsgf! Patience is a virtue, You don't think i can last, but i will with some help from you right? Fcuk anyone else who begs to differ. This is real so gtfo jerks. Please & Thank you.

Gah! I haven't blogged in a while, I feel stupid.

Remy Zero

I don't care how you do it
Just save me
I've made this whole world shine for
Just stay
Stay
Come on
I'm still waiting for you

This can fill in time, Till we can actually get Mika.

Interview

Downtown with James Jerimiah & Jazer though. It's been a while since I've posted with these guys.

- Metreon
NBA Live 09 Tournament
- Gave a bum some shirts with a nice bag
- Hundreds
- Long wait at Huf
- Clam Chowder at bodens?
- Jerk didn't talk to me the whole time

Cleaners J Pack Warriors oO


Ja23r


I wanted those


Gamer


You know i won


Find The Focus


I got interviewed. Which news channel is it though?


NBA Live 09 Competitor


I know, I'm a great photographer >.>




Cold O.o


IDK


Reap from Friday.

- My Bloody Valentine = Stupid, but great audience
- Paul Blart Mall Cop
- Bride Wars? LMAO
- Philly Cheese Steak!
- Home at 11:50
- Jerk fell asleep

Jofer Give me Spamusubi!

This blog is just for you though Jofer.


Ramsey! You like that dog?


I don't even know.




Just for you though Jofer


GG Dick.


Who took this though?


LMAO, WORD!?


2 snapshots I took.

Arizona > This


Blimp? I need a new CPL filter T.T

4 = 1

They say there's 4 significant people in your life.

"The first person is you; the second person is the one you love most, the third person is the one who love you most, and the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with."

So if the point of life is the path of finding love, every person will need to find these 4. Although love works in mysterious ways right? LOVE is so fcuking ironic and cruel.

"The one you love most doesn't love you. The one who loves you most is never the one you love most. And the one you spend your life with is never the one you love most or the one who loves you most. They're just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time."

It's so sad because it's the harsh truth. In real life these 3 are usually not the same people. Although in my case those 4 are her. She is ME, even if I'm not all of these to her she is to me. When you really love someone, you can't find a reason why you do. All you can do is assume that they complete you, that you can't live without them. I really wish i could explain why, i wish you wouldn't have to worry. Even right now after that stupid argument, things may seem bleak, but our love is always present. I Love You jerk, Nothings ever going to change that fact.

JALFAE092408;6:04 <3

Haru Haru

Why do the things that matter the most almost never end up being what we chose? Why are there so many aspects and perspectives of a simple yes or no!? I've finally hit a wall, there's so much i can't say, so much i don't understand. I'm so freaking lost. Suddenly its come to this; venting. I need a journal. Agh! 5 months left give or take. Gabe wheres my shit though? So the series is finally coming to a closure. I can't say I'm looking forward to it, but neither the opposite. Although one sure thing is that I'm contented knowing there will always be another chapter, another tomorrow, another surprise with her. I miss Lareine. Hey, I'm never going to push you off a roof okay? Otherwise it would just be my dog.

202/1000000

Today was really short. Woke up at 10:40 and went to 5th & 6th period. Thanks for waking me up though Jerk. <3 Anyways sorry for the terrible pictures guys, my DSLR has really been MIA lately. Long Story short: Terrible Morning, Great Afternoon. Stay Tuned though.

I want one of these.


Who says the moon is made of TOFU? -__-


LOL, WORD?


Great job though TIZ, My 3rd shirt from you guys.

So I'm not going to be so much MIA then i figured. I have no school till 9:25 and i have so much free time. I'll list down things i have to do today/look forward to.

- Homework during Tutorial
- 138/1000000 >.>
- Yearbook
- Pick up M/O at home
- Meet up at Stonestown
- Enjoi Hoodie?
- Stop Procrastinating!

Reminder: Flickr pro expires in 25 days

Day 15

I'm going to be MIA for a while, fcuk my trait of Dominance though.

A Day Late

So another year has come and gone. A lot happened in 08, they were filled with remarkable moments that were both good and bad. Although they're all way too clustered to list, so lets just leave those events between us by heart. Even if we walk our separate paths now and forget, those memories we share will never change. I've met many great people, but also many jerks. I've taking things for granted, but realized. I've lost hope, but found redemption. The year has been uncannily bleak to begin with, I didn't expect much let alone the Kairi to my Sora. Early September I really had trouble facing myself, I've always been so self reliant, shy, and idiotic, but somehow everything just fell into place. I don't know how, but I do know why and thats enough for now. The heart may not always know how to decide whats for your best interest, but it does know why it beats at a tremendous speed when they are around. At first I really couldn't bare to see it go, but I'm so stoked about the days to come; 12 years from now and thensome, especially when i have a gaint pikachu to catch my fall.