Haru Haru

Why do the things that matter the most almost never end up being what we chose? Why are there so many aspects and perspectives of a simple yes or no!? I've finally hit a wall, there's so much i can't say, so much i don't understand. I'm so freaking lost. Suddenly its come to this; venting. I need a journal. Agh! 5 months left give or take. Gabe wheres my shit though? So the series is finally coming to a closure. I can't say I'm looking forward to it, but neither the opposite. Although one sure thing is that I'm contented knowing there will always be another chapter, another tomorrow, another surprise with her. I miss Lareine. Hey, I'm never going to push you off a roof okay? Otherwise it would just be my dog.