3 AM

They need a blogger app!

I just noticed, where would I be without my iPhone. I definitely don't know my phonebook like the back of my head and I don't know much about the back of my head from the start.

4 days till my 10 months with Lareine. Can't live with her, can't live without her. I've been such a terrible and neglectful person lately. I'm at such a lost. Im soo tired, but if I sleep now, my sleep pattern will never see the light of day. Anyways back to the topic at hand. Babe I'm so sorry I haven't been there for you. Something just doesn't feel right. It feels like I've finally hit a fork in this road filled with speed bumps. I believe hesistating will classify me as an idoit. This just doesn't feel right. I've heard pateince was a virtue, but what virtue of patience do I have? I am not one to sit around and let nature take it's course. My whole life has changed since you came in. I've done things I have never thought of in my wildest dreams, including that pokemon trainer one. But at the end of the day I forget that I'm just another human being with fears, vulnerablities, and an irritional conscience.

I feel so alone.