Why can't I seem to find the time to vent. 7 months tomorrow, why do I feel that your parents will demolish us? Why do I have to go so far, so stupidly far; point of no return. Can't I find that delicate balance? I can't believe how terrible your friends judge me when I'm the one giving it 108%
I have so many questions. What's generally best in life? How can parents be so cruel? What gets in between us in my life? How did I play you? What are they protecting you from? Aren't you 16? Why can't we enjoy our teenage years? Am I alone? How can they say such things when it isn't true? Is anger truth? Whats with the epidemic of dominance and protection causing a new Black Plague? Why do you do this? Why am I 600 text over my Limit? Hows our 7 months tomorrow? Why don't you call? Why can't I call? Why do I wait? Why do I say these knowing the risk of you breaking it off? Can't your parents accept us? Why won't they let you live? What kind of parents do I have? What am I? Am I worth the risk? Why can't God give me a break?!
My nose just started bleeding, I need a get away day with you, never going to happen though. I need to accept these nevers.
Am I tired of waiting or am I tired of you leaving me? I'm going to die. Please don't ever forget that it is worth it.
I'm tired of this fking house, my fking life. I need to move out.
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
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I've reached 14 months and my parents (mainly my dad) won't give my boyfriend a chance.
ReplyDeletePeople judge before they get to know you. And when they do, they'll realize they were wrong.
I constantly push my boyfriend away when things get back, but he's always holding on. One time, he told me, "if you really wanted to leave me, you would have already."
I'm not completely sure what you're going through, but I'd like to tell you that I can somehow relate... on the other side of the story at least.
And high school will fly by quicker than you think. You'll be free soon enough. :)
Thanks Karen, I'm just so impatient and my standard point of view may be too high. Sigh*
ReplyDeleteIt's horrible how our so very (ASIAN) parents lock us up.
ReplyDeleteI hate how my parents caused the pain and misery I felt when he was taken away from me.
I hate how because of that one day, there's so much tension in the house and with me&him.
I hate it i hate it.
I hate how my friend is being torn away from the love of her life because of her parents.
I hate this. I want it to be over.
You only have 2 more years. Don't worry
Patience is needed or else you'll gain nothing but extra time.
BLAHHH IM SO LAMEEEE. ugh i think im fucking depressed. =/