Can someone please tell me why I'm on a sidewalk blogging through my phone on the corner of Orange CT. Why am I waiting here? I feel like forest gump.
I'm gonna wait here till my phone dies or I do, whichever comes first. Why do I think you'll pass by here? I'm so miserable that it's pitiful. Over the past 7 months I have come to accept imperfections. What I feel for you will never go away. I know she's gotten away. I want to do something. I need to do something, its just the whole Family/Friends > Me issue. I thought you said your parents would never get in the way. I never want to breakup, but I can't stand your parents getting angry at you thinking you're always with me. Besides you don't want to be with me anymore, otherwise you wouldn't let this happen. I bet your saying I'm letting it happen. That's because I have nothing to lose and you have your Family on the line. I'll Love You Forever & Ever, Always. I need you now more then ever, but its not going to happen since I'm not trying and you think I don't want you anymore. I guess humans really have just evolved to shed pointless tears. I wish you would call.
Why won't my phone just die already. I have so many note entries on my phone. This is ridiculous. Why am I here waiting?! I guess I'll just wait forever, that much hasn't changed. I should of never gave you that letter. If I know what love is, it's because of you.
From the looks of it I'm going to be on this corner till 5ish.
Sorry for the low quality phone pics.
"These letters to you
Aren't much I know
But I'm not sleeping
And you're not here
The thought stops my heart"
Letters To You.mp3
You're trying so hard. =/
ReplyDeleteI hope something good comes out of your wait.