I've lost my will to write.
Today, My girlfriend woke me up 4 times to go to school. Each time I thought it was only 3mins apart, but in reality she called me every 30mins. FML
Anyways, I missed out on school today, but made it on time for 5th period dance.
Dance List
- Mix beat
- Download Transformers OST
- Send Josh Virtual DJ
- Perform Dance Solo Wednesday
- Turn in Portfolio Friday
I'm on the spotlight, but it feels like all this light is illuminating nothing but a ray of confusion. I spent the whole day worrying about babe trying to cheer her up, but I failed epic. Why do I suck so much? Gabe once told me
"Don't give it your all, because there might be nothing left for you."
If you give it your all and she gives it her all then that quote is meaningless. I've given so much time and effort, but the glass is only half full or half empty.
Prom is this Saturday and I didn't finish paying off my tux, nor do I have the right color. I don't even know where to buy a Corsage.
I need help, I'm going to breakdown.
"The puzzle, the puzzle incomplete can't you see you
was all I needed
I'm sad trying to hold back, but tears rolling fast
with this pain in my past
Honestly I feel weak, well it's hard to explain but
you drive me insane "
This Letter.mp3
Monday, May 4, 2009
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Check florist or grocery store florist for the corsages.
ReplyDeleteMy boyfriend isn't able to cheer me up as easily as he used to either. I wonder why the skill dies off after a while... I'm sure it hasn't disappeared though. But, it's like becoming immune or something.
I guess I'll leave one. Hi Jose!
ReplyDeleteCorsages...did you not get a coupon for corsages when you bought your prom ticket? (I'm assuming you did, right?) Anyways, if you haven't, stop by the counselor's tmrw and get one. Mission Flowers across War Memorial...some of the money comes back to us too. Get em soon 'cause they get busy especially with Mother's day the day after.
and to add on to the "cheering up thing"...we got into an argument about that. Sigh. At least you TRIED instead of not doing anything...or worse, acting like nothing's wrong.
Okay I'll stop, it seems like I'm blogging through you comment thing.
Karen - Word, You always cheer me up :D
ReplyDeleteGlecie - Thanks, I'll make sure to cut that into my schedule.