Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Better Days.

So its like 1am and i have a lot on my mind. Today was an okay day, woke up at 6 then hit the snooze button only to wake up at 8. Made it to school at 10:46 right after 2nd period and I'm not even sure if i should of bothered. Lately my motivation to go to school has been slowly declining in both the terms physically and mentally. . . Ughhh anyways i had to bring my camera today to take pictures for BSU, but guess what? They didn't even show. I'm fcuking done with them though, Prolonging and wasting my time for far too long, not to mention the President is a real bitch. I could care less if i fail yearbook now, but i refuse to do their section. I don't recall the last time i was so infuriated! How are you going to tell me not to be rude, when you tell the love of my life to move her ass in such an irritating tone when there were so many vacant seats. Everyone has their bad days, but thats no excuse to be such a bitch. Telling me to apologize for being rude when I've cleary done that from the start, but your fcuking ego was too full of itself to notice. I hate how heartless jerks like you will be able to suceed in life by stepping on the little people. Even though we all have are off days if we keep a standard of ability being what we're capable of doing, motivation determining what we do and a straight content attitude determining how well we do it, such nonsense wouldn't have to be tolerated. You really just show how being prejudice at times isnt such a bad thing. Shit im done with all the profanity i had to waste on you. Ughh I'm still so heated though not to mention that I'm becoming more timid. [Thank you pokemon sapphire for the word.] I'm so sick of everyone and their descrimination. Don't think I'm good enough? Think your better? By all means prove me wrong! Everyone accels in at least one particular field more then another, but thats no reason to have your eyes set on them like O.o Agh what am i expecting!? I'm so desperate for an answer, but i don't think i have any good answers left in me. Everybody has their problems. Does everyone say the same thing? I just wish i knew what was going on. Gah! Somebody rescue me!

Snapshot in Photo.


I don't know who took a picture of my hand, but w/e >.>
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