Vain

Sigh* Fcuk this, i can no longer express how i feel. Suddenly i have so much more free time and its aggravating. I really don't see why things are what they are. I really can't believe what happen happened. I thought my heart was broken, but why is it pumping all this pain through my veins. I thought if u could borrow my heart till i fixed yours everything would of been better then ever, but i guess this won't have a cliche happy ending after all. All the tears i shed now are pointlessly painful and even while knowing that i cant fcuking stop. Why can't you let me share your pain, if not all of it, most of it. There was a reason why i wanted to know in such a short time, to see how much far you we're willing to go for me, but now i can tell your heart doesn't care for my false promises. At least there's still one promise i haven't broke and I'm standing by it my whole life.



1 Heartbreak
2 Eyes crying
3 Words never said again
4 Hands that won't be held
5 Mornings I'll pass her in the halls
6 Love notes, ripped & torn
7 Days a week you'll think of her
8 Sad songs a night before bed
9 Wishes that never came true
10 Years before she realizes you were the one